16 weeks

This pregnancy has been HARD - yes that needed to be in caps - I am still throwing up and I am so stressed out with trying to take care of a toddler working full time and everything else - women make this look so easy - I am not one of those women it is hard for me and a struggle every single day.  It does not help that Colin was very sick last week and got both John and I sick.  So yeah sick and pregnant = not fun at all.  I literally being crying every night because it is so hard.

I am 16 weeks pregnant though and I am making it through - I cannot wait to find out what we are having - we have our gender scan on March 31st.  So far so good with the baby - please just let this baby be healthy.

John and I have been talking a ton about what to do once this baby comes.  Realistically having a newborn and toddler in full time daycare is super expensive and while I make okay money it really would not be worth it for me to work and be away from my babies all day.  So we are toying with the idea of me taking a year off from work and seeing if we can swing it and then maybe getting a night job or a part time job.

Here is the only belly picture I have taken so far in this pregnancy and it is me at 14 weeks - I am so big already.