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John and I went to Linvilla on Sat - and boy was it crowded. We picked out pumpkins and I got a few Halloween decorations for the yard and we got some pies - it was such a great day, nice weather and time spent with my hubby. John said to me that he was surprised that I wanted to go to Linvilla - being that there is tons and tons of families there - with little kids and babies and pregnant women - everywhere. Just for that reason we did not go last year. But I am tired of not doing things because of our infertility - I am tired of seeing pregnant women and getting upset - so I figured I would give this a shot - go and see how I do - if it hurts as much. Well I am happy to report that I was okay - it was fun - I just focused on having a nice time with my hubby and did not pay too much attention to all the cute babies around me - oh course there was a few cute little ones that I had to look at - but I felt pretty normal - for once in the past two years I did not let infertility affect my good time.