Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Mind over Matter

I had the colonoscopy and it went okay. The prep was no big deal to me - since I have been dealing with those issues for over two months now. I had to take alot of medicine but it all worked out - we were in the surgery center for a long long time - from 11:30 am to 4:00 pm. We had to wait a long time - they did the surgery and they found nothing - but did take some samples for testing - the worse part was when I woke up - there was so much gas in me and it hurt so badly - those who told me it was a breeze were lying - it was not a breeze it was very painful. I am still feeling bloated two days later. But of course nothing is ever easy for me.

My thrush is back pretty badly - I really think I have major overgrowth of yeast in my body even though my doctors do not believe me and will not test me for it. The GI doctor told me I was not on the Dilifcan long enough and gave me another prescription for it - I will fill it today and start taking it tonight and pray it works this time.

I am still on my diet and doing well with it - but it is not helping my bowel situation. I have turned to praying now - I am not big into religion or praying - but I do not know what else to do. I am really going to try and get out of my funk and depressing and try to get in the right frame of mind. Mind over matter if you will - to get better and feel healthy and normal again.

I hate that every morning I wake up feeling horrible - I am going to try and stay positive that this is going to go away and everything is going to be okay - since they found nothing - I do not know what else they can really do for me. To be honest I am sick of doctors and medicine and appointment - I am just beat.

6 comments:

T said...

I have found a lot of comfort in prayer. I hope the same for you.

You are in my prayers.

Glass Case of Emotion said...

I am sorry this has been just such a drain on you. Let me know if you need anything at all, I am not too far away...

Life Happens said...

I guess it's good that they didn't find anything 'wrong,' but it's still frustrating because you still don't have answers!

I will continue to pray for you. You are right, it is mind over matter. Stay strong!

Heidi said...

Hi Jackie, you don't know me, but have been following your blog for a long time. On of my friends in RL Mikesgirl turned me on to your blog. I have a story similar to what your going through. I don't want to scare you, but i just want you to be aware. I was diagnosed with thrush - i had large white spots all over my throat, bathroom issues, etc. I trusted the doctors and believed them. Not soon after, i could barley walk, i went to the ER. 3 days later i was on life support and fighting for my life devery day. I had sepis and peritonits. Granted i had delivered a baby by c-section 14 days earlier, no one would listen to me. They all said it was just because i had just delivered. I got the infection sometime during my c-section. I don't know what procedures you have had done prior to this, i am just telling you my story so you may seek other opinions or options. We trust dr's so much, but they are human and can make mistakes too. I will continue to pray for you, i believe he is holding you in the palm of his hand. If you want you can contact me.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry you aren't getting better Jackie. I just can't believe that they can't figure out what is wrong, I can only imagine how frustrated you must be getting. You are in my thoughts!

Tabitha said...

...and I am praying WITH you!!
XOXOXO