Angry

I got two e-mails today of people telling me that they are pregnant - I cannot get away from it.

Plus to add insult to injury I am starting to spot - I thought maybe just maybe I could get a break cycle BFP - no such luck.

I am tired of infertility - I have had enough - I am tired of every single month being a let down - I feel like I am never going to get a BFP.

Plus I could just smack my co-irker - she is suppose to be answer the phones but instead she is talking away to another co-worker and made me miss an important phone call - yet she never gets in trouble for this.

I am drinking a nice big glass of wine tonight and going tanning after work - take that IF.