Another Pregnant person - and it is not me

My good friend who was also my maid of honor at my wedding called me yesterday to tell me she is pregnant - she said she was so afraid to tell me - which I guess is kinda sad - but she knows how hard I have been trying to have a child - we are actually coming up on the two year mark - wow. How sad - anyway - I told her I was happy for her - which I am - happy for her and sad for me. Then she says is she not sure she is going to keep the baby - it is complicated and I will not go into detail - but she wanted me to come over her house so that I can help her figure it out - I told her that I could not come over because I was too busy - but the fact is I just could not go over there, I am not the best person to be talking about abortion or not wanting a child. I was kinda upset that she even thought of me to help her, she has other friends and family. I cannot even wrap my head around that - I just want a child so badly - and now she is pregnant and not even sure she wants to keep it - when I got off the phone - I just cried and cried - I am so tired of women in my life who get pregnant and do not want the child - if you did not want to get pregnant then you should use protection - my Dh's cousin is pregnant and she did not want anyone to know because she is ashamed - ughh - I wish people who wanted to get pregnant could get pregnant and those who do not want to get pregnant did not get pregnant - but nothing is ever that easy.