Applied

So I applied for the job today - not really into it - I just do not know what it is - I should want to better myself - move forward - but employment is really one of my major flaws. I have only had two jobs in my entire life - yes I am 27 and have only had two jobs - sad I know. I worked in a mens work clothes store as a sales clerk for 6 years - when I was a teenager and as I work my way thru school. Then once I got my assoicates degree I applied for a few jobs - got one interview - and they hired me - I have been working here now for almost 6 years - I have applied for only 4 jobs in my life, and only gone on three interviews - so I am not very good at this whole job thing - I know it is probably time to leave my current job - since I work in a nuthouse but I am scared. You just never know what will happen.

I am still waiting on AF - I thought she would be here by now - I know last month I was a bit late - I think because of the clomid - and now that I am not doing treatments - I am not really following my cycle as much as I do when I am on treatments - but I am pretty sure it should be here by now. In the back of my head I am hoping all the people who said "just relax" are right and that we somehow magically get a break cycle BFP - but I am sure AF will show here ugly head today or tomorrow.