Still bummed out and sad. I hate Thursdays because it is the day my ticker would change - I would of been 21 weeks today.
Here is a moment for you last night - we were hanging out with the neighbor and we were talking about SIL being pregnant and I said she does not even have a car and gets to be a parent and we have 5 vehicles and nothing and my husband said we would give up all 5 vehicles to have a baby - which is so very true.
In other news I have been a homeowners for 5 years today - I cannot believe it has been 5 years. I love my home. This year we are building a deck in the backyard which I am very excited about so now my yard may actually get some use.
I look at my house and it is ready for children - when we remodeled the kitchen - I had a deep sink put in so that I can bathe the baby in there and I also had a table and chairs put in because kids make messes. We have a huge backyard that is just perfect for a swing set - our home is ready for children.
To change the subject again - I have been working out for over a month now and I still have not lost a single pound - so I decided to start changing my diet - which is very hard for me to do because I love food. But I am trying to eat better now. I am on myfitnesspal.com and I am only suppose to eat 1200 calories a day to lost weight - which is very hard to do - but I am learning. I just love my carbs way too much.
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Good luck on the diet! Eating right has been pretty hard for me. Two days ago I went to the grocery store and all I bought was veggies and fruit...talk about snooze fest! But I have felt better about the food I am putting in my body. Still does not make me miss Big Mac's any less!
Sending lots's of love!!
I LOVE Carbs too. I just starting going back to the gym this week at 5:00 AM. ugg it is so hard getting out of bed that early, but once I amup and out of bed it gets easier.
(( hugs))
I know exactly how it feels to design a home, and pick out a car, etc... for children and it not happening. Seeing those choices can sometimes be a bummer. It sounds like you do have a nice home though!
I am also working on the weight loss thing and the scale has not budged either. Not real rewarding! :P Hopefully our scales will start to budge soon.
yup i am the same...i am even driving the minivan with no car-seats...thankfully we hadn't bought those yet. It is even hard to see other minivan's with kids and car-seats in them...is that weird?
I have been HORRIBLE about working out and therefore haven't lost anymore weight...still not fitting into my bigger pre-pregnancy clothes. Boo
GL with cutting out the carbs that is the hardest part.
I know exactly how you feel. We are closing on a house in a month and I am wrestling with the decision of what to do in the room that would be the nursery. Do I paint it green right away because i love green and that's what the nusery will be anyway? Or do I do it fun and funky for a craft room? I hate this part of it. We are all so ready for children to run through our halls. (((hugs))) (good luck with your diet!)
I hear ya on the diet thing.It's soooo hard :( In fact, I just wrote a post on how much I hate my body haha Whoaaaa 5 vehicles!!!!?? :)
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