Nothing much going on - had a pretty lazy weekend - I actually am not feeling so hot. I am very eggy - just uncomforable. I do not know how I am ever going to do IVF - some women get 20 eggs and I have a hard time carrying around 5 - or whatever I have this time. I go for my bloodwork and ultrasound on Wed. I am hoping the IUI will be Wed. I am asking to do another back to back IUI - it could not hurt.
I have officially become that girl.
I have a baby shower to go to on the 21st - and I have decided not to go. I just can't - it is too painfully - the girl just got married in Aug and she is already pregnant - I have been trying for so very long - it should be me. I am jealous and sad. So I am not going - why torture myself. I did buy her a very nice gift and I will send it with my sister in law.
2 comments:
Hi I hope the IUI works for you this time... And your right it can't hurt to try it again..
I don't blame you for not going to the shower, personally I couldn't.. It would be way to painful, and I'd only be torchering my self.
I hate that you have to go through this. I feel pain from reading it, because of things I've gone through myself. You are not alone in those feelings.. (even though sometimes it sure seems like it!)
I'll be praying for you :)
I'm praying that this IUI is the one!! Good luck!
Don't worry about the shower. It is completely understandable. So sorry :(
((hugs))
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