Yesterday was a hard day - I was in a really crappy mood - I am bitter, sad, depressed and angry but there is not much I can do about my situation.
I have to let go and let God. I am not really a practicing Catholic - I have had a falling out with the church - but I feel as though I need to start praying more and just see what happens.
We have exhausted all of options - I have done everything in my power to get pregnant - at this point all we can do is save for IVF and hope for a miracle.
We had a nice night last night - we needed it. We cooked dinner together - we made steaks and baked potatoes with cake for desert and I had two glasses of wine. We ate dinner my candle light. I love my husband so very much.
Things will get better - it is just hard right now. I will never give up hope.
7 comments:
GREAT ATTITUDE! Infertility is hard, but without GOD, I'd go crazy!
I'm so sorry it was a BFN. I was hoping and praying for you guys and will continue to. ((((bighugs))))
Glad to see that your trying to keep such a good attitude, even though it must be "Extremely Hard".
Your in my thoughts and prayers. Jus continue to never give up!!!
(HUGS),
Hannah
Im so sorry to hear this, we all are in the same boat, but I think god has a plan for us all and hopefully he will realize what great parents we would all be if he just gave us a chance. This will be our 3rd medicated iui next month. (((((BIG HUGS))))) Candi... Just try and trY again!!
so glad you had a nice night and were able to enjoy your time with dh. IF sucks and makes you much stronger. i know that doesn't make things better. :( but please know that you are a strong woman.
xoxo
Love the attitude, please don't give up hope!
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