I took the test this morning at 13 dpiui and it was negative.
I cannot believe this crap. I was so sure I was pregnant - being so sleepy and all. It was like the perfect cycle - 3 good size eggs and great counts - I just do not get this - I just to do understand why it works for some people and not others.
I am really upset and John is even more upset - he has his hopes so high this time. Now we are done with IUI's - it was our last chance for an IUI to work. Now we have to wait - wait to save up enough money for IVF. I was so hoping we did not have to do IVF.
I just wish this was not happening - we have been trying so hard for so long and I was really wishing, hoping and praying this was it for us.
Sometimes I feel like we are never going to get pregnant and we are never going to have children of our own.
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I am so sorry. I totally understand(((HUGS)))
I'm so sorry. Sometimes a good cry will work wonders...
I'm so sorry. I kind of know how you feel...after 2 years of thinking we were unexplained we found that we have MFI and IUI's won't work. I was devastated...I NEVER thought I would have to do IVF. And spending 20K to have a baby? Not on my list of things I thought I'd have to do! But I know that God has a plan, and all I can do is continue to ask Him for guidence and just move on, no matter how unfair it seems. (((HUGS)))
That totally sucks! I am so sorry sweetie. ((HUGS))
I am so sorry. I know the disappointment you are feeling all to well. Stay strong. (((Hugs)))
Hey there...new to your blog..just wanted to say ((((HUGS)))) ~Leslie
**hugs** I am so sorry. :(
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I am so so sorry. I hate it for you. ((hugs))
sending many hugs your way and prayers of peace
I am so sorry Jackie.
this sucks. i'm sorry. :( xoxo
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