I went out after work last night to the mall - I was excited - I decided to treat myself to some new outfits since none of my regular clothes fit yet (I cannot wait until I am cleared to start exercising again. I already started making changes in my diet) but nothing fit right. I went into serveral stores and tried on tons of clothes and got nothing. It was depressing - I felt fat and all I could think about was that I should be shopping in Motherhood Maternity - I have over $ 100 in gift cards to that store that I got for Christmas. I would be 13 weeks today.
Then I go home and a read a poem I found on the internet yesterday to my husband about angel babies and he started crying which made me cry - we just held each other and cried for a long time - I wish this was easier - I wish this was not happening to us. We both went to bed early last night.
Today is a new and hopefully better day.
6 comments:
::hugs:: Only time heals. So sorry.
(((hugs))) I'm so sorry, Jackie. I wanted to let you know I've been thinking about you and sending you good wishes for healing in your heart.
oh hon... i'm sorry. So sorry.
I'm so sorry. (((HUGS)))
All you can do is take one day at a time. It must be so hard to get through something like this. Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry Jackie. I've been thinking about you for days. ::hugs:: I will keep you and your husband in my prayers. <3 Gianni
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