Monday, May 5, 2008

Is it the Clomid?

I am so emotional right now - I have decided to not go out in public while on Clomid - what I mean is no parties or family get togethers - because I do not do good with all the questions - the littlest things make me so mad. I have been so emotional these past few days - I can barely walk into Target because it hurts so badly seeing all the pregnant women and little babies. It just hurts my heart - I feel so heartbroken - like something is missing - I just want a baby so badly. I just wish this cycle would work - because if it doesn't then we have to get a second opinion - which is this whole ordeal that I just really do not feel like doing - even though I know it is the right thing to do - it is just to much - I want this part of my life to be over and start the new part of my life as a mommy.

1 comment:

Jill said...

Yes! Clomid made me feel crazy! Seriously, between counting the days, taking clomid, have a progesterone test, then counting out the rest of the days and possibly testing... I became crazy on Clomid. Really emotional, crying about everything and I just became a monster. Everyone reacts differently but I was nuts! =(