Taking Action

I have decided that I am going to try and take some control of this situation I am in. I just ordered Preseed and I am going to buy OPK's tonight - if next week I cannot have the IUI on Friday the 9th - I am going to use the OPK's and see if I O over that weekend. I have a strong feeling I will - if I do O over the weekend then I am 100% sure that I am leaving this RE - I never really liked him anyway - I remember our first visit - I bought a pad and paper so I could write everything down - I have a total type A personalility - and he actually yelled at me and told me to stop writing everything down - what an ass. I know I am obsessing about this but I cannot help it - I feel like all long my IUI cycles have just been a bit off and it is all because they do not want to work on the weekends. I also feel that B2B IUI's would be good for me - but he office does not do them. So when I go in next Thursday - I will try to push for a IUI on Friday - even if I may be too early - it is better to be too early then too late- if they push me to Monday then I will make sure I use the OPK's all weekend and if I get a positive then I will just try it the old fashion way - you never know - even though the RE made it very clear every single time we saw him that we would never get pregnant on our own - nothing like giving us some hope. If this cycle is a bust - I am requesting my records and going to a new RE - someone that is open on the weekends - I just hope that I do not have to start all over from the beginning with all the testing - I cannot believe I have been going to my current RE now for almost a year. If I have to start everything over with a new RE it will be very depressing to me - but it may be what we need to get pregnant - I think I am making the right decision in moving on - my current RE just do not fit my needs.