I am just going to have hope

that this is all going to work out and result in a BFP. I made my appointment for May 8th this morning - it is for 2:30 pm and I asked the nurse that if I am ready that day can they trigger me at my appointment and do the IUI the next day in the afternoon and she said yes - so for now - I am not going to stress out about it anymore - I am just going to hope that I am ready to go on the 8th and if I am not then we will cross that bridge when we come to it - just happy BFP thought for now.