Tired

I am in such a pissy mood right now -because I am tired of this whole infertility thing. I am tired of waiting, I am tired of hoping each month to only get let down each month, I am tired of all the doctors appointments and having to leave work and then having to make up the time, I am tired of my RE - who I think has no clue and is not listening to me, I am tired of all the drugs that make me feel like crap, I am tired of all the poking and priding, I am tired of all the pregnant women and babies around me, I am tired of everyone asking when we are going to start a family, most of all I am tired of wanted a baby so bad and not having one.