Moody

I just cannot snap out of this bad mood I am in - I am hating work right now and hating the people I work with. Plus mother's day is coming up - I walked into Hallmark today to get some cards and there was mother's day things everywhere - it is just huge reminder to the fact the I am not a mother yet and have no clue when I will be a mother - if ever and the fact that I no longer have my mother with me either. I keep thinking that it is bad enough that God took away most of my family but now he will not even let me have a family of my own. When will I snap out of this foul mood - I hate feeling like this but I cannot help it.